March 2024 Blog
Stagnation:
A Haiku
The months fly by and
Soon a year has nearly passed
And it is not done.
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
(3/1/24)
March
26th will be a year since my son died. The poetry chapbook I need to
write in memory of him lies heavy on my mind and a long way from completion. I
could say I have procrastinated, but the truth is – I have stagnated. I am yet
bereft and finding it difficult to put my thought and feelings to print.
I
believe I’m ready to get started on it now. The feelings are still fresh, but I
can now be reasonably objective enough to do it justice, I believe.
Also,
it’s a year later and a year less that I have left to get it all done.
Just
what is “All”? You may ask. “All” is the other half of my own life that I have
never lived. All the novels I have not written. All the poetry I have yet to
compose. All the joy I was promised in my senior years by those who had no idea
what life would be like now.
I hope
I have time for one more restart, one more chance to “get ‘er done”.
I saw
Carl Reiner on a 1981 Johnny Carson rerun the other night talking about getting
old. He quoted Samuel Beckett: “We are born astride the grave”.
That
stuck with me. It reminds me of the idea that we start to die the moment we are
born. Morbid maybe, definitely heavy thoughts and undeniably true. But before I
slip into that grave I was born astride, I have many things yet to do. It’s
long past time I got started – or restarted as the case may be. It is fortunate
that I am in reasonably good health, of reasonably sound mind and able to meet
my obligations. Thus, I can concentrate on writing if I can just shake the sadness
off. I really need to smile more. It’s going to be difficult writing what’s in my
heart and finding odd moments to smile. But that is what we do – we laugh and
we cry our whole lives through. Those of us who write are sometimes lucky
enough to share those laughs and those tears with our readers. I definitely
have more to share.
As
always, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to
hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts,
if you care to share your thoughts with me there or look for any publication
announcements.
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It’s
now March and we are already starting to warm up. Not looking forward to the
blistering hot summer I fear is coming.
Beware
the Ides of March!
