Saturday, December 1, 2018

Happy Birthday to Me


December 2018 Blog

I have lived for three-quarters of a century. I have seen some marvelous things—and some things not so marvelous. The fact that I have lived so long as to see mankind regress is mind-numbing.

Human Rights: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
Three-quarters of a
Century lived and yet so
Little progress made.

I don’t go back quite as far as the horse and buggy days. (Although my children used to ask me what the dinosaurs were like).  But I do remember a time before jet airplanes, and computers didn’t exist when I went to school.

I was a young wife with two little children when Neil Armstrong landed on the moon.  Now I am an old, old lady and my grandchildren have children.

I remember when oleo first came on the market. It came in a plastic pouch, and it was white (so it wouldn’t be confused with butter.) It had a little blob of yellow dye in a packet that you could squeeze and make the oleo yellow yourself so it was more palatable and didn’t look like you were spreading Crisco on your bread.

When I was little, cars were big and bulky and made out of steel. They had stick shifts and most had throttles you had to pull out and pump before you turned the key to start the engine.

My mother had a wringer washer that we kept in the basement laundry room. You had to run the wet clothes from the washer through the wringer into a wash tub of hot water to rinse and then through the wringer again into another tub of hot water to make sure you got all the suds out. Then you carted the laundry basket out to the yard and actually hung the laundry up on a clothesline made of cord or wire with wooden clothespins and let Mother Nature dry them.

When the clothes were dry, you took them down and folded the socks and underwear. The rest of the clothes were sprinkled with water (we actually had a bottle with a sprinkler top on it) and put in a laundry bag until you could get out the iron (not the steam iron) and iron them.

I started learning on the pillowcases and dish towels, then graduated to sheets and then shirts. Then I could do the heavy stuff like pants and skirts. I was always proud of my creases.

I was born as World War II came to an end, so I’m even older than the baby boomers. It was a happy time. We looked forward to a bright future.

In fact, most of my school years were spent looking forward. There were advances in everything: in medicine, in technology and in the way people treated each other.

It seemed that each generation could look forward to a better life and that happiness would never end. We had integration. We had acceptance and tolerance. And we had the flower children, and free love reigned. I looked forward to getting married and raising my husband’s children. We struggled to maintain a middle class existence, but we were happy.

I’m not sure when it all changed. I think it was in the Nixon years that things went to hell. Prices sky-rocketed. Gas was practically rationed. And we learned not to trust—not in our leaders, not in our future. We learned that politicians could be dishonest, and wars and rumors of wars filled the news. And each succeeding year was not necessarily brighter than the last.

But we got through it. We adjusted, we adapted, and we survived. Always hoping for the best and better.

Now?  I’m not so sure. I guess my son saw it first. He always said he didn’t want to bring a child into this world the way things were going. Now I believe he was right. I certainly wouldn’t want to raise a child now. To guide  one through the labyrinth of drugs and violence and crime nowadays would be a gargantuan task.

And we are losing ground rapidly. The quality of life is deteriorating even as we speak. I heard just yesterday that life expectancy has declined in America for the third year in a row. Even the doomsday clock is inching ever closer to midnight and disaster.

Don’t even get me started on “Climate Change”! How can deniers deny what is in front of their faces? Perhaps I have the advantage here. I have lived long enough to actually realize there is such a thing as global warming.

I have experienced cycles and ups and downs of weather, but the overall trend over three-quarters of a century is not to the good or even a status quo.

Weather is changing. The highs are higher. The lows are lower and the storm of the century is happening every year.

We no longer have the luxury of saying “well, maybe in a thousand years or so we may have a problem.” The problem is now. The problem will affect our children’s children if we don’t  do something about it now.

But now, we are too busy lining the pockets of the oil industry and big pharma and politicians to even consider the welfare of future generations.

Our schools are failing, our children are failing, and we are failing our children.

We have become (for the most part) a world of intolerance and indifference. We would rather tune in to our own indulgences than consider the consequences of our own inactions.

In what is left of my lifetime, I would like to see some change. I would like to see the progress we have made in human dignity and acceptance (which are in jeopardy right now) cast in concrete.
I would love to see our human rights not held at the mercy of regime change, even in our own country.

I would love to see a healthy respect for science and our scientists and a healthy respect for the only world capable of sustaining our life as we know it.

I would love to spend the rest of my days thinking and writing about happy thoughts. As it stands, my next Haiku chapbook will be called “Global Warning” and I will continue to write Horror, because that is what I understand.

On the lighter side: There is no point in telling me anything is bad for me at this stage. So I’ll add this Haiku:
Benefits: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
I have lived so long,
I can do, say and eat as
I please. Pass the cake.

Until next year – keep the faith and keep writing (or at least reading). Hopefully, I’ll see you then with more updates from the garret.

Until that time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:


I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

December’s featured novel is my Middle Grade sci-fi offering: The Aurora UFO Incident - A Novel” https://tinyurl.com/yb875xw4




This month’s featured poetry chapbook is again “Life's Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku: Volume One: One for the Book” http://tinyurl.com/zuayqu8





Thursday, November 1, 2018

If Not Now, When?


November 2018 Blog

Time flies – then stops abruptly. It’s a fact of life… and death. All things draw to a close – including this year.

Time Tunnel: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky

Later is now a

Less viable option than

Now, before never.


When I was young and had my whole life ahead of me, I was always in a hurry. “Now” was my favorite time to do things, and I wanted to grow up fast.

Well, my life has sped by and now there is not enough time left to do what I need to do, let alone want to do. Yet now “I’ll do it later” seems to be my standard mode of operation. It is also an attitude I need to overcome – or run the risk of leaving this life mostly unfinished.

What would I have been able to accomplish had I retained the “Now” attitude? Perhaps I would be sitting on a dais somewhere next to Stephen King, discussing our next horrific joint-venture for Simon & Schuster. Maybe tweeting to my millions of adoring fans about the release of my next movie based on my newest bestseller.

Surely, I would be sharing a gif of my top ranking on the New York Times bestseller list.
Those dreams should have been fulfilled long ago. That time has long since passed. Those things will not happen.

I must look to my limited future and plod as I can toward what goals I can yet accomplish. I am still able to write and edit and publish. Perhaps I would be a lot more successful if I knew how to promote, but sales have never been my strong-suit and that is a different story.

This year has only seen one book publisher – “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku, Volume Two: The Write Life” and now it’s NaNoWriMo time again. If I heed that call (which I have for more than 10 years straight), then other projects must take a backseat – again.

So here I sit, once again, with too much to do and not enough time to do it. Seems like I was in this position and state last year, too.  All I can do is smile and soldier on. Perhaps take better stock of my available assets and employ them more judiciously.

This blog is important in the grand scheme of things, because it causes me (at least once a month) to take a good hard look at my accomplishments or (as is the usual), my non-accomplishments.

I would prefer this blog be more of a success story than it has been, so I guess it’s time to alter the plot to be more about me doing than thinking about doing. That reminds me of my favorite Yoda saying: “Do. Or do not. There is no try.” It was a great admonition then, and it still is. Look where George Lucas is now. He certainly heeded his own character’s advice.

Maybe I need some more ambitious characters. No, wait—they do do things, don’t they? Within their confines, they are successful. Sometimes in a headlong rush that leaves the faithful reader breathless at the end.

Now, that’s a great feeling – for the reader, the characters and the author. That makes me smile. I need to do more of that – smiling.

I need to happily pursue my day writing, keeping house and taking care of business. Perhaps even tally my accomplishments at the end of the day and fall asleep with a sense of fulfillment.

Okay, even the thought of all that makes me want to take a nap. No! Not  now, I have to finish this so I can post it on the first. (Yeah, it’s tomorrow) Left it to the last minute again.

Did I mention I’m the world’s greatest procrastinator? I am, you know, and I’m also distracted by shiny things. Actually, I think I purposely look for shiny things to be distracted by.

There’s the TV, there’s the internet, and this great jigsaw puzzle program on my computer. That’s why I love mild sunny days when I can sit outside and write—only distracted by an occasional bird or squirrel or siren or howling dog.

I guess no place is really free of attention getters. That’s why I love to be deeply immersed in my characters’ worlds, where nothing can pull me out and I can wreak havoc and engage in mayhem to my heart’s content.

Then I am happy. “Happy” is highly underrated. “Happy” should be more of a goal than we allow it to be. If we could achieve a state of happiness, our endeavors would seem less like chores and more like the road to our bliss.

Okay, sidetracked—shiny things again. I guess “happiness” is one of those shiny things that for the most part lies just out of reach for me.

So, I’ll head back to my drawing board and plot a path for my November NaNoWriMo project and add it to my other projects and see where the month will take me.

“Black Oak: Vengeance Bound” will be finished about the same time. I guess “Global Warning” will take a little longer than planned. But that’s not new news, is it?

Until next time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:

I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

November’s featured novel is my 1890’s Old West Shapeshifters novella "Black Oak: Town of Joy" https://tinyurl.com/yaw5roju


This month’s featured poetry chapbook is The Castleweaver's Tales: A Dozen Glimpses of Medieval Madness: 25th Anniversary Edition” https://tinyurl.com/y9d8czj4







Monday, October 1, 2018

Hostile Environment!


October 2018 Blog

We live in such an angry world lately. A lot of it has been brought about by the political upheaval we are forced to abide day in and day out in this country and so many others. We scarcely notice that Mother Nature is staging a soon to be irreversible upheaval herself.


Hostile Environment: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
We all live in such
An angry world, even the
Weather knows no bounds.

I am reminded of the story so well told by Pierce Brosnan’s character in the movie “Dante’s Peak” (one of my favorite movies): “A frog put in boiling water will jump out, but one put in cold water will stay as the water is heating up and be boiled to death.”
It seems we are the frogs – in both the environmental world and the political boiling pot. As a whole, we are sitting in the kettle doing nothing, while it simmers- ever closer to the boil.
I usually stay away from the political arena for the same reason I shy away from contemporary fiction. I am more comfortable with the way things were than the way they are.
But I’ve lived so many years, I cannot help but make some telling observations. We (the United States) and the world are going backwards even as we make such great technological advances.
We have lost ground in civil rights and women’s rights – even to prominent women in Iraq being executed ostensibly for being prominent.
Certain factions are doing their darnedest to roll back the rights gained by women (Roe vs. Wade) and the LGBTQ community (not sure where baking a cake ranks on the religious scale) as well as minorities being systematically denied access to voting.
I s it any wonder these narrow-minded individuals also deny that Mother Nature is having a go at us? Their blinders do not allow insight into science. Their explanation for denying climate change is that weather always fluctuates (we have seasons, don’t we?). Therefore there cannot be global warming if we still have winters.
Arguing that science is fake, they claim that the creators of the Earth would not allow it (or us) to be destroyed.
Hello! It has happened before to this and other planets, and it will happen again. A sentient creator has nothing to do with it. It is the way of the Universe and has been for far longer than these same people will allow the Universe has existed.
Back to our anger. I believe it is fomented by our discontent. We are no longer blissfully ignorant enough to accept what our “betters” are telling us. We are resentful that they seem to be dragging us kicking and screaming down the path they want us to follow.
As for a solution? I see none and that is frustrating. If the tables or the tides turn, the anger will simply erupt on the other side. Tolerance and acceptance seem to have gone by the wayside. And religions once thought to be all-embracing and accepting have retreated behind a wall of exclusivity and exclusion.
So what does that have to do with my writing? I’m having a hard time getting past these life concerns. I am little able to concentrate on my writing, my editing or my publishing.
It doesn’t help that I’ve run into a major snag on editing my Black Oak sequel: “Vengeance Bound”. It seems it’s taken so long to write, that some of the sections have lost their continuity. I also discovered a lost chapter that I wrote, that was typed into the computer, printed and then promptly lost. When I started back up writing again, I knew I had written something, but could not find it, and it apparently was not saved in the computer file. So, I rewrote what I thought I had written. Now, having found the original, it seems I have the posse arriving in Laramie both before and after the brotherhood of shapeshifters left on the stage and/or train before heading further west.
As soon as I get my timeline and continuity straightened out, I’ll get the sequel published and get to “Global Warning”, my Haiku chapbook about climate change.
I want to get those and my Sam Rock sequel published before year’s end. However, I also need to get the second Castleweaver chapbook published before year’s end, or it’s not going to be the 30th Anniversary of its first publishing.
Where has the year gone? (that question from the person who calls herself the world’s best (worst?) procrastinator. Oh, yes, NaNoWriMo starts November 1st. Guess I have the rest of the year cut out for me.
Until next time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:

I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

October’s featured novel is my 1940’s noir fiction “The Seasons of Sam Rock” https://tinyurl.com/ydftx4xq


This month’s featured poetry chapbook is “Life's Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku: Volume One: One for the Book” http://tinyurl.com/zuayqu8






Saturday, September 1, 2018

Determination


September 2018 Blog
At today’s funeral for Senator John McCain, President Barack Obama quoted from one of McCain’s favorite books, Ernest Hemingway’s For Whom The Bell Tolls: “Today is only one day in all the days that will ever be. But what will happen in all the other days that ever come can depend on what you do today.”

Determination: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
Do that thing today
That all of your tomorrows
Will depend upon.

It is so true. That which we do or not do today surely determines what our tomorrow (and maybe all of our tomorrows) will be like.
Hard to think of that, though, in the heat of the moment.  Life’s “dids” and “didn’ts” have consequences. A thing “procrastinated” is often a thing left undone until the damage is irreparable.
“Shoulda, woulda, coulda” can be the regrets of a lifetime. “I coulda been a contender” is the cry of  so many postponed winners, myself among them.
Not sure I will ever recover, even going on full-tilt from here. We shall certainly see.
I had a lot of help writing my blog this month. My wiener Chuck laid his head in my lap while I wrote. My wiener Bruce had his head on my shoulder. I still almost didn’t get done in time.
So happy that “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku, Volume Two: The Write Life” is out and doing well, that I’ve set myself an impossible publishing schedule for the rest of the year. I’m planning on releasing “Black Oak: Vengeance Bound” by the end of September.
Then I’ll go full out on “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: Global Warning, Volume Three: A Collection of Haiku” for October. Following that with the sequel to “Sam Rock” sometime in November/December. Then re-releasing “The Castleweaver: The Madness Continues” as a 30th Anniversary edition.
That all should keep me busy and out of trouble – along with writing my daily Haiku and monthly Blogs.
That’s assuming life doesn’t intrude. Yeah, I know, not much chance of that happening. Life is there every day and must be dealt with. If it’s not one of us humans sick of out of sorts, it’s one of the puppies hurt of under the weather, or something vital has broken down and needs to be fixed or replaced.
It’s hard, really (even though I’m retired) to find the time or even the energy to do everything that needs to be done, so I do the best I can.
The quote from Ernest Hemingway and my Haiku should help. I’ll need to refer to it constantly-especially when I’m tired and out of sorts.
“Stay the course,” is another good one, as are many other platitudes.
OMG! I’ve written a platitude. My Haiku is a platitude! Never liked them before. Liking them more now. I guess I’m mellowing with age.
Learned something new this month. Had to take our Senior wiener Barnabas to the vet’s. He fell and we thought he hurt his back (Dachshunds are notorious for having bad backs). Turns out he may have fallen because he has something called Old Dog Vestibular Disease. It’s like vertigo. He can’t walk a straight line, frequently stumbles and rolls over and holds his head at an odd angle.

Scared us near to death. Turns out, he will recover on his own within one or two weeks, but we’ll have to make sure he eats and drinks water. He’s really not interested in either at this moment. But he is getting better. He can go up and down stairs and ramps, although he’s still wobbly. He will stop by the water dish in passing and drink, but won’t take any if you offer it to him. He’ll also lick cream cheese off a cracker, but won’t eat the cracker or his dog food or treats.
He’ll sit in my lap and lay his head on my chest. He looks at me like he has no clue what’s happening to him, and he wants me to make it go away. I wish I could. But I’m encouraged with each small step he takes on his way to recovery.
This is just one of the many things I have to worry about, that can take my mind off my writing.
So, you see, life intrudes in the Garret of AnnNoE, even though I’d love to just shut it out and write. In fact, after this, I need to sit down and pay bills – my absolute least favorite thing to do, but another intrusion that has to be taken care of.
Tomorrow, I will get back to my publishing schedule. I would do it tonight, but I am just too bone-tired,  I know, “Determination” says I should do it tonight, but I didn’t get much sleep last night. Went down to our local ER about midnight to rescue my neighbor, who is suffering from a bout of colitis, to make sure she got home all right. I didn’t get a lot of sleep.
Looks like we’re going to have a downpour any minute, so I guess I’ll take this inside. My dear husband will type it for me, and then I can edit it and post it (before midnight).
Until next month – keep the faith and keep writing (or at least reading). Hopefully, I’ll see you then with more updates form the garret.
Until that time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:
I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

This month’s featured novel is my contemporary paranormal The Cottage” https://www.amazon.com/Cottage-Ann-Wilmer-Lasky/dp/1514293870 I still have the cast iron toy fire truck that appears in the book.

This month’s featured poetry chapbook is still my new “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku, Volume Two: The Write Life” also available from Amazon. https://tinyurl.com/ycqtq3mt





Wednesday, August 1, 2018

It’s Alive!


August 2018 Blog
It’s Alive!

 “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku, Volume Two: The Write Life” has been published and is available on Amazon. I am very happy and very proud of this book. I hope it will inspire writers to write, and help them realize that all writers go through ups and downs in pursuit of their craft. I also hope thry realize that persistence pays off in the long run.
It has taken me too long to get this done, but now I can pursue my other projects. Black Oak’s sequel only requires editing and it will be ready to publish. Then I can concentrate full time on my third Haiku collection “Global Warning” while also finishing the first draft of my Sam Rock sequel.
 “Global Warning”, I feel is an important undertaking in the current atmosphere where science, once again, is not taken seriously enough. I state here and now that I believe global warming (or climate change – for those who believe snow means global warming isn’t real) is real and serious and is currently affecting the quality of life all over the world.
I have lived nigh unto seventy-five years, and I have noticed the trend – not just the cycles (which are real) but the trend toward greater warmth, more violent storms and greater cold is real.
I also “tweet” with followers from all over the world and they are telling me the same. They are more miserable than they have ever been and for a longer period of time.
Although there have always been disasters, we now have instances of multiple and varied disasters on a daily basis and they are occurring globally. Note: here I am referring to “natural disasters”, not the man-made terrorist events that are also escalating. They will be the focus of another book.
I do not intend to debate global warming of climate change in this blog. That is for people with (hopefully) more intelligence than I have to do and (hopefully) come to an agreement on how best to keep us on this side of the tipping point – that point which we cannot recover, no matter what we do.
I do, however, intend that my Haiku chapbook “Global Warning” be enough (or heartfelt enough) to change some minds or at least strengthen the convictions of the minds that do agree with me.
I am also considering donating a portion of the proceeds of the sale of the book to further the cause. I am searching for a group to support to the extent my sales permit.
I’m not worried about the Earth dying in what’s left of my lifetime or my children’s or even my grandchildren’s. I am worried about our quality of life in the meantime. I am more miserable this summer than I have ever been before, and I can’t chalk it all up to age. I have seen the weather maps. I have seen the forecasts reporting temperatures above 100 F in places it has never been before and for many more days than usual in places it’s more common.
   Obviously, I feel strongly about this matter. Most especially, I feel it is not being taken seriously by enough people and certainly not by the people with the power to do anything about it.
So I will offer my words in hopes of fostering change as poets have done for centuries. The following, an extended Haiku, “Wet Sheets” was written over a several day period starting with a night during which I got very little sleep. It continued as more and more examples of weather related excesses continued the nightmare. In its entirety it will be the keynote of the collection.

I will also continue work on my novels, although I find it difficult this summer to write outside in my usual spot. Writing inside just is not as much fun and the distractions are far greater than taking time to watch the occasional bird at the feeder or a squirrel build its nest. I never knew they built nests in trees, but they do. I hope we can keep this world safe for them. They have no idea we are destroying the Earth out from under them. Guess I should write a Haiku about that too.
By next month, I intend to have the Black Oak sequel edited and well on its way to publishing. Also to have most of the Haiku gathered for “Global Warning”. Both will be a good month’s work.
Until that time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:
I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

August features my YA novel, “The Chronicles of Acqueria: Blood Moon Treachery”, still available from Amazon. It’s a coming of age story in a very dysfunctional family and society and an attempt at making things better. https://tinyurl.com/y96zzp9u



This month’s featured poetry chapbook is, of course, my new “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: A Collection of Haiku, Volume Two: The Write Life” also available from Amazon. https://tinyurl.com/ycqtq3mt





Sunday, July 1, 2018

Momentary Madness


July 2018 Blog
Momentary Madness
I am not above being human. As a writer, I always celebrate another writer’s success. Sometimes, I have a momentary bout of greenness more commonly known as jealousy. It serves no one, and I get over it quickly. I would not begrudge anyone their deserved success.


Only Human: A Haiku
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
Green not becoming,
I’ll toast my fellow author
With the sweetest wine.

While watching “The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon” on Friday, June 29th, I momentarily turned green with envy.
There Jimmy was – announcing the winning book for the Tonight Show’s first ever summer reading club. #TonightShowSummerReads
It sounds like a great book, and I’m anxious to read it. It’s titled “Children of Blood and  Bone”  by a very young, new author, Tomi  Adeyemi, published by Macmillan.
The book is sure to hit the top of every bestseller list. I was elated for the book and the author. Then that little green man popped up on my shoulder (not a space alien – they are gray), and for just a moment, I matched his hue.
I was green with envy. Then I started the whole woe-is-me ritual: I will never, ever reach that pinnacle. She is so lucky. I wish I had her luck. I wish that was me. No matter how I struggle, that will never, ever be me.
I was about to ruin a good night’s sleep that was sorely needed. I wanted to finish formatting my new Haiku chapbook the next day so I can keep my publication target date of July 15th.
Thinking about my own plans changed my thinking. Okay, she’s really lucky. I’m sure she’s also talented to be published by McMillan. I (and all the other #FalPals) will enjoy reading her book this summer along with Jimmy.
A smile crossed my face. (Okay, it didn’t, but it sounds good) I did get to thinking.  I’ve done the best I could with what I had. Now I know better, I can do better. (Thanks, Oprah!)
I am a published author, and nobody can take that away from me.  So I haven’t gotten the breaks and now I’m too old to go the traditional publishing route. (I could die in the two years it takes to get a book out.) But – I am published, (repeating myself here) and with a little more and better promotion, I’m sure I can become more widely known. I have no reason to covet someone else’s fame and fortune. (Well maybe J.K. Rowling, but I’m sure the Queen would even like some of that.)
I know I am but a minor poet and an even more minor novelist. I also know I’m the product of an age where women didn’t “do” and weren’t expected to.
Things are so different now. You can grab hold of a dream (even at a young age) and make it come true. You don’t have to “wait your turn”, “wait for the kids to grow up” or (the old classic) “pay your dues” before you can pursue your passion, expect to succeed or gain any sort of recognition.
Now you can do it all with the internet and the click of a mouse or your fingers and a smart phone. (Mine isn’t that smart.) And you can hold your head up high among the traditionalists. Self-publishing (now called Indie Publishing) is an acceptable route and the product does have a chance out there to vie for wide readership.
I’m still sticking to my publishing schedule for “Life’s Lemons and Lemonade: The Write Life.” It will still go live on July 15th. Also, the sequel to “Black Oak” will go live by August 31st.  So, I’m busy and happy. In my spare time, I will read “Children of Blood and Bone” and clean house.
I would like to take a moment to say “Congratulations!” to Tomi Adeyemi on her very first novel and on it being selected as the first ever official #TonightShowSummerReads selection. I promise I will join my fellow #FalPals and Jimmy Fallon in reading it.
I promise I will also keep writing and publishing as long as I can. It is something I must do as the characters in my mind are wanting their release and I owe them that.
I will also continue to encourage others to write and follow their dreams as well. Creative writing cannot die. There must always be someone out there to take up the torch and put pen to paper (or finger to keyboard). Literacy must not die. We must write and we must read. We must also teach our children to read and to love reading as we do. Only in this way can we retain (or regain) the best of  our humanity.
On the Macular Degeneration front – it’s a slow progressing condition. I will never regain the clarity I have already lost, but I will probably die from my heart condition before I go blind. (I consider that a blessing.)
So here’s to a summer of reading and writing and publishing. It’s all to the good. Enjoy!
Until that time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:
I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

This month I am featuring Tomi Adeyemi’s “Children of Blood and Bone” available on Amazon. In fact, I’ve heard it’s their #1 Best Seller at the moment. Also you can join the #FalPals and Jimmy Fallon for the summer: #TonightShowSummerReads










Friday, June 1, 2018

Stardust



June 2018 Blog

The following poem in free verse form was started sometime after January 24, 2012. I have no recollection of starting it. It is now finished and will be part of an upcoming poetry chapbook entitled “Metamorph”.


Singularity (Free Verse)
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky

I will write as I will write
And dream against a dream
Until such time as I shall sleep –
Silent,
Ashes drifting on the solar wind.

From birth to death –
My life between but spotted –
Ink and tears mingled, inseparable;
My oh so faint scribbling yet
Unerasable,
indelible.

Whether I am noted or a footnote
Or but a shadow in someone’s fading memory,
My thoughts will join the stars
To burst among the fiery suns
Or find space bent
And fall
Into the blackness of the void.


     Regardless of what I do or do not accomplish in this lifetime, I will rejoin  the Universe as stardust. To me, that is a comforting thought. Whether or not I rejoin the human race is of no consequence.  I will have returned to whence I came.
     There is little to report this month on any front. I have begun formatting my next Haiku chapbook, “The Write Life”. This one is for writers or readers who want to understand writers. I plan it to be inspirational, motivational and commiseratory in tone. I go through what every writer goes through, I’m sure. Perhaps I can encourage or even just amuse (or bemuse) others.
 It will be followed hard upon by the one I’m planning on climate change entitled “Global Warning”. That should be out midsummer, when it will be hotter than the depths of Hades and stormier than a Martian…
Climate change deniers are moving us closer to Doomsday than all the saber rattling in the world. I would hope to change some minds with this one.
My novels are stalled. There’s another death in the “Sam Rock” sequel. Everyone is rushing to see the body, but I don’t know who’s dead or who the killer is. I’m my own cliffhanger. Think I’ll jump in feet-first after I get this posted.
The “Black Oak” sequel is still screaming “final edit” before formatting. It contains even more amazing deaths perpetrated by my eclectic band of shapeshifters.  Best get at that, too, before they invade my dreams.
On the home front, my “retina specialist” says if I take my A REDS 2 supplement, wear sunglasses outside, use extra light and magnification, and see him every six months, I should die before my eyes give out. Okay, he said I should be able to see for the next ten years. (if with some difficulty).  I personally don’t plan on living that long, but it would be nice.
In the meantime, the computer screen is getting harder and harder to read, especially when the type and the boxes are blue or green. Those are rapidly fading against the white background. Even black print looks gray unless I make it larger and bold. But at least I can still see.
I’ve also noticed that magazines are getting harder to read. I swear the type is getting smaller. (I may not be wrong about that) . And have you noticed the “fine print” lately? For me, it’s even finer. It also seems package designers think it’s really clever to put yellow type on white backgrounds – that’s hard on two good eyes, let alone those with compromised vision.
I may start advocating on social media for the vision impaired. I don’t think they are giving much consideration by the powers that be – all over the internet and across all media platforms.
Twitter is the worst. They have so many color schemes that just disappear into oblivion. So clever – NOT. And finding the “color adjust” settings on most browsers is nearly impossible. It seems when you do find them and try to employ them, they change other screen settings, making it difficult to adjust to a screen you can live with across the board.
So, this month, I’ve pretty much played it by ear and done what I could, making small adjustments here and there. Not sure what the future may bring, but I’ll soldier on and do what I can to clear out my “Works In Progress” projects before whichever expiration date comes first.
 I’d like to leave you with this thought; None of my problems is any excuse for not making far more progress than I have. I’d like to think that my writer readers will see this and determine to do far better than I have. At least I will have inspired someone.
In next month’s blog, I will continue to journal my progress, both on the writing front and the vision front. Until that time, I welcome your reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers. Also, here are links to my Twitter and Facebook accounts, if you care to share your thoughts with me there:
I’m also including a link to my Amazon’s Author’s page. Feel free to visit me there also:

All of my books are available on Amazon.

June’s featured novel is my paranormal Western “Black Oak: Town of Joy” http://tinyurl.com/hohuhce 


June’s featured poetry chapbook is The Castleweaver's Tales: A Dozen Glimpses of Medieval Madness: 25th Anniversary Edition”  https://tinyurl.com/ybllonvw