June 2023
Blog
Under Pressure: A Haiku
Think
now “leisure years”
Misnamed,
with less energy
Left
for the “must do’s”.
by Ann Wilmer-Lasky
(6/1/23)
So much for thinking I
could do as I pleased in my old age. Seems like that is not exactly the case. I’m
finding I have more and more responsibilities now than ever before.
Sure, I don’t “work” any
more. But with medical issues of my own and my husband’s continuing litany of
symptoms with seemingly little reason or relief, I find it’s almost a full time
job keeping track of medical appointments and the subsequent bills and reports.
Then I have to do all the regular stuff like cook, shop and clean house in
between times.
Shouldn’t complain, I
guess, because at least I am still able to do these things. Don’t know what
would happen if I couldn’t.
But I am starting to get
back on track after the last couple of months of loss and grieving. I do
believe I have come through the other side almost intact.
Now I am ready once again
to take a deep breath and dive back into the productive writing pool. Actually,
I’m looking forward to losing myself in my own little worlds of fiction. Even
though I write horror, I feel it’s not as horrific as my life has been lately.
And I know for sure, I’m
not the only one out there with problems. I really feel compassion for those
struggling through their senior years.
I guess I thought my
“golden years” of the “leisure life” would be just that – all happy and rosy –
travelling and enjoying new adventures.
Well, it didn’t happen that
way, but I really have little to complain about. Besides what I have to do, I
can pretty much do whatever I want to, if I can find the time and money.
So it’s back to the drawing
board or rather the paper and pen. I may go at a slower pace these days, but at
least I am going. I will also try to be more appreciative of the good moments
and little triumphs we should all enjoy more.
As always, I welcome your
reactions and responses to any of my blogs. I love to hear from my readers.
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It’s now June and the year
is nearly half over. Summer is almost upon us, and I’m still praying for rain.
I’ve planted some sunflowers and herbs this year, and I am watering them
faithfully.
Looking forward to reading your next book. Very sad that our golden years are more silverish!! I'm thankful every day that we are healthy and take the time to smell the roses and look for beauty everywhere. You and Barry will continue in my prayers...
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