Thursday, June 1, 2023

Under Pressure!

 

June  2023 Blog


Under Pressure: A Haiku

Think now “leisure years”

Misnamed, with less energy

Left for the “must do’s”.

by Ann Wilmer-Lasky

(6/1/23)

 

So much for thinking I could do as I pleased in my old age. Seems like that is not exactly the case. I’m finding I have more and more responsibilities now than ever before.

Sure, I don’t “work” any more. But with medical issues of my own and my husband’s continuing litany of symptoms with seemingly little reason or relief, I find it’s almost a full time job keeping track of medical appointments and the subsequent bills and reports. Then I have to do all the regular stuff like cook, shop and clean house in between times.

Shouldn’t complain, I guess, because at least I am still able to do these things. Don’t know what would happen if I couldn’t.

But I am starting to get back on track after the last couple of months of loss and grieving. I do believe I have come through the other side almost intact.

Now I am ready once again to take a deep breath and dive back into the productive writing pool. Actually, I’m looking forward to losing myself in my own little worlds of fiction. Even though I write horror, I feel it’s not as horrific as my life has been lately.

And I know for sure, I’m not the only one out there with problems. I really feel compassion for those struggling through their senior years.

I guess I thought my “golden years” of the “leisure life” would be just that – all happy and rosy – travelling and enjoying new adventures.

Well, it didn’t happen that way, but I really have little to complain about. Besides what I have to do, I can pretty much do whatever I want to, if I can find the time and money.

So it’s back to the drawing board or rather the paper and pen. I may go at a slower pace these days, but at least I am going. I will also try to be more appreciative of the good moments and little triumphs we should all enjoy more.

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It’s now June and the year is nearly half over. Summer is almost upon us, and I’m still praying for rain. I’ve planted some sunflowers and herbs this year, and I am watering them faithfully.